Oftentimes, I feel downtrodden by life. I crave the innocent wonder and natural acceptance of the world I felt when I was a child. I don’t think I would be amiss to say everyone treasures those feelings they had in childhood.
In art and life, I sometimes strive to achieve ‘the beginner’s mind’ or to see things with fresh eyes. This was the goal for my piece ‘When I was a Child:
I started this watercolour with the motivation of the feelings I just talked about. I wanted to express a carefree, playful and innocent feeling, but there is another element in the painting as well. There are opposing rectilinear symbols that look foreign to a child’s mind; much like how the world would seem from a child’s eyes. But even these foreign elements of the adult world coexist naturally in the child’s world.
The child’s world reflected through the painting is colourful and vibrant with fluididity and movement. Transparent colours intermingle and the cryptic incised symbols are just there. I guess my metaphor of this piece would be: to be fully engaged with wonder, curiosity and beauty in life despite the unknowns and uncertainties.